I have thought about blogging for a long time and just have never started.
So here we go.
Starting.
We have been married for 6 months now and have not had a lot of issues. Praise God for that.
I love being married to my best friend and am so grateful for his love and friendship when I feel completely alone.
It amazes me how every plan I make gets ripped apart. And yet i still do it! No matter what I plan for, surprises always come. Usually they are good. But a few times they are not.
A line from a Justin Rizzo song keeps swirling through my head since Sunday night.
"Come conform me, Come transform me to the image of You".
How can I become transformed if I am always trying to control the change?
I am letting go.
I am breaking free.
No more worries about what tomorrow will bring.
When I am tired, I will rest.
When I am energized I will be useful.
No more wasting my time with laziness or apathy.
Freedom is in this place and I accept it.
I choose it.
I desire it.
No longer will I stay captive to my chains.
The desires of my heart will comfort me when i am alone.
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