Defiant

Why do I drag my heals for some changes and not for others.

Why is it easier to accept change when it affect the whole of me and people around me, but when it is for myself I just drag my heals.

It is really getting annoying. This is not going to be another I'm going to change speech and watch me do it and then down the road say the same thing again. I am tired of complacency. I am tired of being tired. I am tired of letting the negative voice in my head out weigh the positive love that comes from my Father. Why do I keep giving it room to talk.

No more.
No more.

I am strong.
I am determined.
I have more to offer.
I am called to greatness.
I am called Beloved.
I am calling to move forward.
I am called.

No more waiting.
No more excuses.
No more apathy or laziness.

I will go.
It starts with me.
In order to fulfill my calling.
It start with me.
Saying Yes!
I will go.
I will go because God has called me!